Saturday, April 24, 2010; 8:47 PM


今天跟他和表姐还有堂姐一起去吃饭看戏...
上半场是我们四个人一起,下半场则是和他一起看‘初恋红豆冰’...

这套本地制作的电影的确不错...
报纸说许多艺人看了后都觉得戏里的‘打架鱼’打电话跟妈妈道歉的那一刻是最感动的...
但对我来说,最感动的那一幕是当‘botak’在‘打架鱼’离开后想念她而流泪...
看到他因为爱的人离开了而难过我当场心也酸了...
或许,能让我如此感动是因为另一个原因...
因为,我怕同样的情景会发生在我的身上...
或许有一天他也会因为要去追寻他的梦想以及他的前途而离开我...

我知道爱他就应该支持他...
爱他就不应该那么自私...
但当我想到他会离开我的一天我就无法去控制我的情绪...
刚刚好不容易才忍得住不在他的面前哭出来...
不让他看到那两滴不争气的眼泪...
我想那时候的他一定很着急一定很生气为什么我不出声...
其实我是怕我会忍不住在他面前崩溃...希望他能明白...

假如...你真的有离开我的一天...请你在告诉我你要离开我之前...
记得不要对我那么好...
记得不要对我那么温柔...
记得不要再那么的疼爱我...
这或许能让我不会那么的伤心,不会一直地挂念你...虽然我这未必有效...
但我知道我自己太爱你了,这或许是唯一的办法...

#Always appreciate things around u... #

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