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Friday, December 31, 2010; 12:24 PM 最后的一天，我希望能开开心心地度过... 昨晚很伤心,很难过... 哭了差不多两个小时，原来我的眼泪是流不完的... 浪费了很多资源，我指的是纸巾... 很多事情我做不到，你可以骂我笨骂我蠢... 但你不能期望我可以一下子什么都学的会，什么都能做得很完美... 我已经在尽力了... 就算你感觉不到我的付出，请不要去抹杀它... 很多时候，我不能分身...我只能尽量的去迁就所有的人，所有的事... 我不是万能，有时候我满足不了你，我真的很抱歉... 但，每当我在做某个决定时，我都尽量把你放在第一位，第一个我考量的人，但是有时候我也需要顾及到其他人... 我也很难做... 爱的定义是什么？ 连我自己也搞不清楚了... 一直以来我以为心灵和言语上的沟通是最重要的... 原来我错了... 现在的我很乱... 我很懦弱，因为我不敢去面对，我选择了逃避... 给我点时间，我需要勇气... #Always appreciate things around u... #
12:24 PM ♥Love me till your last breath.
Saturday, December 25, 2010; 7:31 PM This is the 200th post.... Hmmm...what should I talk about in this special post?.... First of all, a sincere wish to all my friends in this joyful christmas... Merry christmas everyone!! =) Today I went to sungei wang with my family to buy new clothes for cny and my brother's college stuff... Gratefully, I have bought two set of cny clothes and it does looks nice... ^^ Finally I found the long jean i want and it only cost RM34 after discounting 30%... However, some unhappy thing happened during the shopping... Due to my bro stubborness for insisting not trying the pants, my dad scolded him loudly in Parkson and everyone looking at us... Not saying my dad bad temper but my bro is too stubborn... If never try the clothes how do we know it suits us or not?... Every single thing we buy needs money...and it is not cheap at all.... Anyway, after my dad buy a new sony ericson handphone for him which cost RM670 the cold war end... If I could make a christmas wish...I wish my family could stay harmony always... #Always appreciate things around u... #
7:31 PM ♥Love me till your last breath.
Friday, December 17, 2010; 8:51 PM Recently things like not going so smooth... Love, family and friends....guess that only work and academic could make me glad of... I'm too selfish...not understanding at all... Since early i already told u that i'm not good... Especially my temper.... U always telling me must change...but then how to change? Things wont change just that easy... If changes could be made easily, then there will be no more imperfect person in this world...isn't it? Sometimes we have different opinion, different view...just take an example about marriage... For him, marriage is digging the graves for the couples to see how long they could be together... But for me, marriage is the true combination of the truly loving couple who hold their hands together to give happiness to each other in the future of their life... I'm looking for a long-lasting love...an eternal love... Even if i know that in the end i will be hurt badly, still i will put all of my effort in the relationship as i take him as my forever one... I'm stupid right? I am stupid... #Always appreciate things around u... #
8:51 PM ♥Love me till your last breath.
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